this is my first ever journal entry, i'm not sure if i'm going to change the layout for each entry bc trust me this one was super hard to make ... i am NOT a master coder unfortunetly. i'm super happy with how this has turned out so far. today i traveled in from my hometown back to the city where i go to school. we're entering finals week and i'm not as scared as i think i should be, i'm more worried about getting a job and becoming an adult and what not. my parents make me so anxious the way they keep reminding me i have to get an adult job. i spent most of the day working on my resume (eek), why did it take me 2 hours to reformat an entire word doc, i suck at word.
rating: ★★☆☆☆
i appolgize if that's super depressing to hear, but sometimes my brain just thinks that way. i wonder if maybe i would have had more fun if i went to a different school. maybe i'd be less anxious all the time? maybe i'd have more friends, a better sense of self? i don't know. i always think like this but then remeber that i do have some good friends here and i don't think i could get them anywhere else, so... maybe...just maybe...it's worth it.
sorry if i'm spilling everything out here, but i think it's good for someone to know, even if that someone is a computer xD
"Landslide" – The Chicks
this song holds such a special place in my heart, it's so nostalgic and I think it might arguably be better than the original
